It's been a while..

Wow, so it's August 3rd? Crazy, it seems like life flies by when you look back but remembering going through the situations it felt like forever. How does that work? So much has changed since the last time I was on here, February. I am staying with my dad half the time, I bowl, I might have a the oppertunity to volunteer at the gym and hopefully that will turn into a part time job. I lost my best friend, she dated my brother, then dated my best guy friend.. I literally thought I was going to die. Apperantly the bitch in me died.. Because I have a MUCH better life now.  I have a three year old sister who I love dearly, my dad and I are closer than ever, the incident with Jenni is almost over, kind of. We are alowd to talk, text, hug and  I can finally see her babies again. I love where I am. I am going to Madison (not all that great) but I have heard that they have a great health program, becuase I want to be a nurse, and the people are very - welcoming. I am sooo happy that it's so close to my dad's house :) although, dad wants me to start bowling league on Saturday mornings.. I don't see that happening. There is so much more I want to say but I can't because Jenni is waiting for me down stairs.. gotta go. Be back soon :) i think :?

Church

So church is a totally messed up thing. If you think about it.. Once a week you go to a large room and sit down to be surrounded by a bunch of judgmental people who all think they're better than you and treat you like you need to go 'repent' for being a person and doing a totally normal things. Like if you said shit -- Then your going to hell? What's up with that. I just don't get it.. like really why would someone willingly go. I had to go this morning and so my mom only found seats for her and her boyfriend (pissed me off a little) and so I go find a seat in the back. Some guy named David comes out and starts talking about forgiveness. Now it's not just that.. the example he uses for 'needing to forgive some one' is that someone took your parking spot. Now it's one thing to like use it for a small example.. but then he starts talking about how much hate you get in your heart when that happens. Now I don't know anyone who responds.. he acted like some one just shot him but no they took his parking spot. Then he says something along the lines of well you need to turn to God and ask that you can have forgiveness and then you need to forgive this person. What the hell is up with that. I had to listen to this for an hour and a half AT LEAST. I know it doesn't sound that bad. But then if you think about it like all preachers are like that. They think they know EVERYTHING. I am not just saying this. I grew up in a church.. well two churches and I lived with a pastor so I know what happens in their world and they are so messed. They think they know everything and what ever they say is truth. ITS NOT AND THEY NEED TO SHUT THE HELL UP. Anyways.. that is my view on church and the people that go.. btw I am refurring to Christianity.

WOW!! I haven't been on here for a LONNGGGG TIME!! Although... I don't think anyone comes on here any more I don't really care. there isn't much to entertain... Church is going good... we are sponsering 2 missionary peoples. I have grown to meet and get closer to some new people. Actually some old neighbers came to church and they didn't recognize me and I didn't really recognize them. I am almost out of School!! I only have 1 week left and I am free! g2g...

Lulu Jones

Lulu Jones

Thanksgiving Day

Well, today is Thanksgiving Day and when we played foot ball today it was SO much fun!!! I am watching MIB 2! I am over filled with food and I want MORE sparkling Cider....

Right now I am at Alyssa Goesslers house! I am having fun, we went to parent teacher confrences and I got named Bre the sisterish thing!!! OH! And we found a homeless pumkin and took him home with us and now we are carving him adn his name is Pete...

School

Well, now school is going a lot better and tomorrow is Rashell's B-day!

Football

So today I went to play football with natalie adn jacquie and now I am in SO much pain... I have never played before and so I can barely eat rashell's cake and I could barely WALK!!!